not to sound all crazy, but this could be the end for me . I’ve grown, i’m not keen on well, just doing what i’m doing. Honestly there is not much value i can add anymore here, and i don’t really want to stick around just for the sake of it.

I think it’s time to move on, sooner than later. I was planning on the 10th of July, but i think i’ll go ahead a little earlier…maybe by the 3rd or 4th or something like that. it’s been a good run for a while, then over the last 4 months i’ve become nothing short of an internal whore. The bottom line is that’s not what i had agreed upon, and that is NOT what I would like to be doing. It just doesn’t bode well with me.

So its done then afterall. Oh and yes! the Disciple did come through for us!! Whoo hoo!! Although I still haven’t made up my mind yet, I’d love to spend sometime at home

Well the fucked up thing is that there’s gonna be no power tomorrow. moreover, tomorrow’s the day, i scout for my new graphics card. Stupid power supply. 10am to 11pm!! WTF???

Anyway, I guess, I’ll need to take my mom out for the evening. It’s gonna be too boring sitting at home without the power. and besided, my mom might bring out stuff about my debts and marriage n stuff.

I guess the next post will be after 11pm tomorrow.

Cheers

Also to add on… I just realized how content I am being alone!!! I relate to people at work, I’m not that much of an introvert, I have a  girl friends who i got out with, and great buddies to hang out with and do guy stuff, but I’m just soooo much happier being alone!!

Man, i wonder if i’ll ever end up alone that way!!

Woke up this morning at about 5:40am… just the pure lack of sleep after last night, has me snivelling and snorting. I think i’ve got some kinda allergy..it never fails, 3 days of non stop partying and i get a cold. Damn! will never be a party animal!!

Anyway, today is the day i meet “the disciple”. wants to run over some policies n stuff. Besides that, he’s committed that on Friday we get the docs. Honestly, i’m not too charged up about this as I was earlier. but let see what happens.

of all the dumbass things to happen!! Apparently doctors in southern China were planning to perform surgery on a
1-year-old boy whose parents took him to a hospital because he had been
unusually fussy and learned he had six sewing needles in his body,
newspapers reported Monday.

and get this…The child’s parents, migrant workers
from southwest China, said they had no idea how the needles ended up in
their son, nicknamed Xiao Yu! They must have been like, oh ok son! eat needles, since there are no lizards n stuff!

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 <!– sphereit start –>Yahoo Inc. Chairman Terry Semel stepped
down as chief executive in a surprise move Monday, ending his
increasingly ineffectual pursuit of online search leader Google Inc. —
a losing battle that had demoralized Yahoo’s shareholders and
employees.

The Sunnyvale-based company appointed co-founder Jerry Yang as its
new CEO and named Susan Decker as its president. Decker, who had been
touted as Semel’s heir apparent, was recently promoted from Yahoo’s
chief financial officer to oversee the company’s advertising
operations.

Semel, 64, will remain chairman in a non-executive role after spending the past six years running the company.

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We’ll since this my personal space, i’m going to be putting up whatever crap that catches my fancy. and every once in a while I’ll put something insightful (if i can think of any that is)

This is gonna be my personal junk yard..whenever, whatever! Just so you know.. (i have no clue why i’m saying this)

Oh, as I was writing this, I got a call by “THE DISCIPLE” …he called me!! can u dig that? anyway, just to keep the excitement high, I have the meet him buy Wednesday and if all goes well, i’ll have the documents in my hand. I have a lotta close buddies hanging on this too, so for the greater good, lets hope it works!

Cheers

It’s been a while since :

1) I’ve had real good ice cream

2) Written something useful

3) Got drunk and bitch-slapped someone

4) Gotten lost

5) Gotten head

6) been to the closet mall

7) Climbed up the old water tank
Taken my kine out for a spin

9) Been beat at SpaceInvaders

10) Been down the road

Anyway, for the most part of it, nothing really matters too much. Got my serum shot finally, It’s not quite working like last time, but still feeling a lot better. Damn! all this just to stay alive…hardly seems worth it at times.. ahh yes, the ice cream seems worth it
Cheers!